Am 06.07.2018 um 22.53 Uhr verstarb meine unendlich geliebte Frau "Rosi"

Ich werde klarkommen

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Früh am Morgen

Ich fühle Steine auf meiner Brust

Das trage ich bis zum Abend

Bis ich mich wieder hinlege, um mich auszuruhen

Aber ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich bin müde und werde müde

Von diesen Wolken, die mir folgen

Von den Schatten verschluckt

Wenn es Sonnenschein ist, den ich brauche

Aber ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich habe mich hohl gefühlt

Ja, meine Seele kann einfach nicht gefunden werden

Also fülle mich mit dem Gefühl

Dass sich dieses Lied umdrehen wird

Nimm alle meine Sorgen weg

Erleichtere meine Ladung

Vertraue darauf, dass es in Ordnung ist

Aber bis dahin werde ich gehen

Weiter die Straße hinunter

Getragen von der Hoffnung

Dann werde ich, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ja, ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

Ich werde, ich werde, ich werde

Ich werde klarkommen

There, I'm all alone again

And it seems as though it's never been so bleak

With the prize still in my hands

I'm led away towards a fate I cannot flee

Broke a bargain on my end

To redefine cut all the ties that incomplete me
Turn around I know the winds there

And I was blind for all the sights I could have seen

And the crown that I might get there

Won't prevail against the wall that I can't breach

Take the reins now in my stead

I'll move away from al the eyes that cannot see me now

See me now
Hear the raging in my past

Hear the rising of my breath

Far away as the the veil is nearing death and I'll grieve

But the fire is lit again, it's slowly burning me within

All the way, as the scene is nearly set, and I'll see

Butterflies, that are aching me inside

Through the veins,

As they cut out all the mess and they won't rest till I bleed
Then I'm all alone again

And it seems as though it's never been so sweet

Let me write it all by hand

And I'll be the one I'm told I cannot be

All the roads that are ahead

Lead away from all the arms that cannot reach me now

Reach me now
See the fading of the past

The unwinding of the thread

It was all above me

Right above my head

Now it's pouring on me

It's dawning on me

That everything that's golden

Is buried deep in ground eroded

Now start digging there where all the lines meet
When the light has gone away

When the light has gone away

Not afraid

Not afraid

Not afraid

Of the dark

And the rise we're on will be

And the rise we're on will be

All the same

All the same

All the same

As the fall

And the signs went up again

And the signs went up again

Don't be late

Don't be late

Don't be late

To the door

Or the ride will never end

Or the fight will never end
Gone around

Wasted years to get it

Now throw away my only friends

Form a line

They make you pay to get in

My god

Gone around

Wasted years to get it

Now throw away my only friends

Form a line

They make you pay to get in

My god

Am I too late?
I'm not my father nor my cares

I'm not my body

There is no me

(Get it now)

I'm not my father nor my cares

I'm not my body

There is no me

(Get it now)

I'm not my father nor my cares

I'm not my body

There is no me

(Get it now)

I'm not my father nor my cares

I'm not my body

There is no me

But you will know me brother

Know me brother
And the price went up again

And the price went up again

Buy the weight

Buy the weight

Buy the weight

On your heart

And the body that we're in

And the body that we're in

Not awake

Not awake

Not awake

But not dead

And the foes we're up against

And the foes we're up against

Are not there

Are not there

Only there in our head

Are not there

Are not there

Only there in our head

Are not there

Are not there

Only there in our head

Are not there

Are not there

Only there in our head

Are not there

Are not there

Are not there

Are not there

Shirts in the closet, shoes in the hall

Mama's in the kitchen, baby and all

Everything is everything

Everything is everything

But you're missing
Coffee cups on the counter, jackets on the chair

Papers on the doorstep, but you're not there

Everything is everything

Everything is everything

But you're missing
Pictures on the nightstand, TV's on in the den

Your house is waiting, your house is waiting

For you to walk in, for you to walk in

But you're missing, you're missing

You're missing when I shut out the lights

You're missing, when I close my eyes

You're missing, when I see the sun rise

You're missing
Children are asking if it's alright

Will you be in our arms tonight?
Morning is morning, the evening falls I got

Too much room in my bed, too many phone calls

How's everything, everything?

Everything, everything

But you're missing, you're missing
God's drifting in heaven, devil's in the mailbox

I got dust on my shoes, nothing but teardrops

When the shadow won’t leave
When the battle won’t stop
And every breath that you breathe
Takes all that you’ve got
When you wonder if you’re always
Gonna feel this way
Hear the Lord of heaven say
I will hold you when you’re breaking
Like a father and a friend
And I will carry you through darkness
‘Til we see the sun again
So rest your head and cry your tears
Know that I am with you here
When you can’t lift that weight
Believe me when I say I will
I know you’re feeling overwhelmed
Before the day even begins
But I can see beyond the now
This is not how your story ends
And when you’re at your weakest
Oh I’ve never been more strong
So let me be the one you’re leaning on
I will dry your eyes
I will calm your fears
I will show you how you’re beautiful beautiful
I will walk with you
On the raging sea
And I will never leave
When there’s a door that you can’t open
When there’s a war that you can’t win
I will I will I will

Manchmal haben wir solche Angst

Manchmal fühlen wir uns so einsam

Manchmal fühlen wir uns verwirrt

Manchmal fühlen wir uns so hilflos

Und wir wissen nicht, was wir tun sollen

Es ist so schwer zu glauben

wenn wir es nie gehört hätten

Die Stimme unseres Vaters sagte unseren Namen

Du bist nicht allein

Du bist nicht allein

ich werde dich niemals verlassen

Ich werde dich nie verlassen (2x)

oh Gott...

Manchmal

Wir sitzen nachts mitten im Dunkeln

auf dem Klavier sitzen und direkt darauf spielen

Irgendwann einfach singen, bis das Siegel kommt

sing es oh ...

ich bin nicht alleine

ich bin nicht alleine

Du verlässt mich nie

Du verlässt mich nie (4x)

Oh Gott...

Martin Luther King

Eines Nachts saß er an seinem Küchentisch

alles selbst

seine Familie war bereits ins Bett gegangen

und plötzlich erhält er diesen Anruf

und dieser Mann sagte:

"Martin, wenn du nicht aufhörst zu predigen, was du predigst

Wir werden das Leben Ihrer Familie nehmen und wir werden Ihr Leben nehmen

Wir werden dich töten. "

und nachdem er aufgelegt hatte

sagte er an diesem Tisch

und er beginnt nur zu sagen:

"Vater, ich bin in der Kirche aufgewachsen

Ich habe dein Königreich überall in Gerechtigkeit gepredigt

Ich habe dein Königreich in ganz Amerika in Gerechtigkeit gepredigt

Und ich weiß, dass du echt bist

Aber im Moment habe ich solche Angst und ich glaube nicht, dass ich dich jemals verletzt habe

sag meinen Namen

und ich bin hier, um deine Stimme zu hören, Vater, du musst meinen Namen sagen "

und er fing gerade an zu weinen

und aus der Stille hörte er zum ersten Mal die Stimme seines Vaters

und es sagte dies:

Niemals alleine Martin

Niemals alleine Martin

Ich werde dich nie verlassen (3x)

ich werde dich niemals verlassen

Nein...

Sometimes we feel so afraid

Sometimes we feel so lonely

Sometimes we feel confused

Sometimes we feel so helpless

And we don't know what to do

(it's) so hard to believe it

if we never heard it

the voice of our father said our name

You're not alone

You're not alone

I'll never leave you

I'll never leave you (2x)

oh Lord...

Sometimes

we're sitting in the middle of the dark at night

sitting on the piano playing right on

Sometime just sing till the seal come

sing it oh...

I'm not alone

I'm not alone

You never leave me

You never leave me (4x)

Oh Lord...

Martin Luther King

one night was sitting at his kitchen table

all by himself

his family had already gone to bed

and all of a sudden he recieves this phonecall

and this man said:

"Martin if you don't stop preaching what you're preaching

we're gonna take the life of your family and we're gonna take your life

we're gonna kill you."

and after he hung up the phone

he said at that table

and he begin just to say:

"Father, I grew up in the church

I've preached your kingdom in justice all over the eath

I've preached your kingdom in justice all over America

And I know you're real

but right now I'm so afraid and I don't think I've ever hurt You

say my name

and I'm here to hear your voice father I need you to say my name"

and he just began to cry

and out the silence he heard the voice of his father for the first time

and it said this:

Never alone Martin

Never alone Martin

I'll never leave you (3x)

I'll never leave you

no...

Where the light shivers offshore
Through the tides of oceans
We are shining in the rising sun

As we are floating in the blue
I am softly watching you
Oh boy your eyes betray what burns inside you

Whatever I feel for you
You only seem to care about you
Is there any chance you could see me too?
Cause I love you
Is there anything I could do
Just to get some attention from you?
In the waves I've lost every trace of you
Where are you?

After all I drifted ashore
Through the streams of oceans
Whispers wasted in the sand

As we were dancing in the blue
I was synchronized with you
But now the sound of love is out of tune

Whatever I feel for you
You only seem to care about you
Is there any chance you could see me too?
Cause I love you
Is there anything I could do
Just to get some attention from you?
In the waves I've lost every trace of you
Where are you?

LAND OF ALL

I took a chance to build a world of mine
A one way ticket for another life
On a petrol stained sailboat
On a petrol stained sailboat

I used to dream about the other side
The sun rising on the skyline
And a beautiful rainbow
Such a beautiful rainbow

I came to break the wall that rose around you
To see the land of all
I will fall for you
I will fall for you

I miss the friends I had to leave behind
My dad saying "I'm proud of you son"
It makes me wanna go home
Could I ever call this place home ?

I came to break the wall that rose around you
To see the land of all
I will fall for you
I will fall for you

[Verse 1: Ryan Lott]
You can break, throw yourself away
Leave it behind, we come undone
And if you need to you can break me too
You can disappear

[Pre-Chorus: Ryan Lott]
Please just take me with you when you go
Or let me follow
Let me follow

[Chorus 1: Katie Chastain]
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow after you

[Verse 2: Ryan Lott & Katie Chastain]
We can run, forget ourselves
Leave them behind, we can make believe
Tell our story, live another life
And so reappear

[Chorus 2: Ryan Lott & Katie Chastain]
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow
Take me with you, take me with you
Or let me follow after you

Remember when you said
My love was like the rain
Not the sweet sound after the drought
But the pain of it hard on your back in a storm

Remember when you said
My love was like the sea
Not a big pool in a tropical
You said I had the arctic inside of me

Remember when you said
My love was like a rose
Not the sweet bloom
But the pain as it scratches your hand

Remember when you said
My love was like the sky
Not the big blue
But the unknown black
(Ooh)

So I embodied these elements (ooh)
So I embodied these elements
I wear them like a fragrance (ooh)

Remember when you said
I’m a wildfire in the wind
Not the hot coals in December

Remember when you said
I’m a Lily in the spring
So sad but so beautiful

Remember when you said
My love was like the rain
Not the sweet sound after the drought
But the pain of it hard on your back in the storm
(But the pain of it hard on your back in the storm)
(Ooh)

So I embodied these elements (ooh)
So I embodied these elements
I wear them like a fragrance (ooh ooh)

So I embodied these elements (ooh)
So I embodied these elements
I wear them like a fragrance (ooh)

You can paint these wings and make me fly
You can paint these wings and make me fly
You can paint these wings and make me fly

Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
You can paint these wings and make me fly

Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
You can paint these wings and make me fly
You can paint these wings and make me fly

Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
I probably can't see the bigger picture
You can paint these wings and make me fly

I probably can't see the bigger picture

Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
You can paint these wings and make me fly
Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
I probably can't see the bigger picture

You can paint these wings and make me fly
You can paint these wings and make me fly
I probably can't see the bigger picture

Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
You can paint these wings and make me fly
Crush coming over like the R.E.M kind
Orange in the colour like blackpool on the sunrise
I probably can't see the bigger picture
You can paint these wings and make me fly

If you were in my eyes for a day
You would see the joyful beauty
I find in your eyes
And I don't know if it is magic or reality.

If you were in my heart for a day
You would have an idea
Of what I feel
When you hug me tight
And chest against chest we
breath in unison.

If you were in my soul for a day
You would know that thing I feel in me
That made me fall in love
Since that instant with you
And what I experience is
Only love.

Wenn du einen Tag in meinen Augen wärst

Sie würden die freudige Schönheit sehen

Ich finde in deinen Augen

Und ich weiß nicht, ob es Magie oder Realität ist.

Wenn du einen Tag in meinem Herzen wärst

Du hättest eine Idee

Von dem, was ich fühle

Wenn du mich fest umarmst

Und Brust gegen Brust wir

atme unisono.

Wenn du einen Tag in meiner Seele wärst

Du würdest das Ding kennen, das ich in mir fühle

Das hat mich verliebt

Seit diesem Moment bei dir

Und was ich erlebe ist

Nur Liebe.

Sometimes in our lives

We all have pain, we all have sorrow

But if we are wise

We know that there's always tomorrow
Lean on me when you're not strong

And I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on

For it won't be long

'Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on
Please, swallow your pride

If I have things you need to borrow

For no one can fill those of your needs

That you won't let show
You just call on me, brother, when you need a hand

We all need somebody to lean on

I just might have a problem that you'll understand

We all need somebody to lean on
Lean on me when you're not strong

And I'll be your friend, I'll help you carry on

For it won't be long

'Til I'm gonna need somebody to lean on
You just call on me, brother, when you need a hand

We all need somebody to lean on

I just might have a problem that you'll understand

We all need somebody to lean on
If there is a load

You have to bear that you can't carry

I'm right up the road, I'll share your load

If you just call me
Call me (If you need a friend)

Call me (Call me uh-huh)

Call me (When you need a friend)

Call me (If you ever need a friend)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (If you need a friend)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me (Call me)

Call me

Lieber Matthias,

die Kraft ?

Einfach nur SEHNSUCHT nach meiner unendlich geliebten Rosi.

Ich sehe aber auch deine vorhandene Kraft !!

Und das ist für mich auch ein kleiner Trost.

Ich sehe deinen Weg vor mir.

Auch DU wirst ihn gehen, wie ich.

Langsam, aber stetig, immer weiter unseren LIEBSTEN entgegen.

Wir wissen nicht wie lang er sein wird, aber wir schaffen ihn.

Deine Liebe wird DIR Ausdauer geben, für diesen Weg.

Heute, leider wieder, ein sehr trauriger Uwe.

Da hilft mir keine Musik und auch nicht der Wald.

Ich sende DIR viel Kraft aus dem Solling.

Allerliebste Grüße und heute eine kraftvolle Umarmung,

Uwe.

Rows and flows of angel hair

And ice cream castles in the air

And feather canyons every where

Looked at clouds that way

But now they only block the sun

They rain and snow on everyone

So many things I would have done

But clouds got in my way

I've looked at clouds from both sides now

From up and down and still somehow

It's cloud's illusions I recall

I really don't know clouds at all

Moons and Junes and ferries wheels

The dizzy dancing way that you feel

As every fairy tale comes real

I've looked at love that way

But now it's just another show

And you leave 'em laughing when you go

And if you care, don't let them know

Don't give yourself away

I've looked at love from both sides now

From give and take and still somehow

It's love's illusions that I recall

I really don't know love

Really don't know love at all

Tears and fears and feeling proud

To say, "I love you" right out loud

Dreams and schemes and circus crowds

I've looked at life that way

Oh, but now old friends they're acting strange

And they shake their heads, they say I've changed

Well something's lost, but something's gained

In living every day

I've looked at life from both sides now

From win and lose and still somehow

It's life's illusions I recall

I really don't know life at all

It's life's illusions that I recall

I really don't know life

I really don't know life at all

Liebe Luse (und Ich),

genau, wem sagst DU das.

Ich nehme DICH kurz wortlos in meine Ame, wenn ich darf ?

Zu mehr bin ich nicht fähig.

Auch aus dem Solling nur einen lieben traurigen Gruss,

Uwe.

The Cure - Lovesong

When ever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am home again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am whole again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am young again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am fun again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am free again
Whenever I'm alone with you
You make me feel like I am clean again

However far away
I will always love you
However long I stay
I will always love you
Whatever words I say
I will always love you
I will always love you

"A Song For You"~~~~~~my baby

I've been so many places in my life and time
I've sung a lot of songs, I've made some bad rhymes
I've acted out my love on stages
With 10,000 people watching
But we're alone now and I'm singing this song to you

I know your image of me is what I hope to be
I treated you unkindly, but darling can't you see
There's no one more important to me
Darling can't you please see through me
'Cause we're alone now and I'm singing this song to you

You taught me precious secrets
Of the truth, withholding nothing
You came out in front and I was hiding
But now, I'm so much better
And if my words don't come together
Listen to the melody, 'cause my love's in there hiding

I love you in a place where there's no space and time
I love you for my life, you are a friend of mine
And when my life is over
Remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singing this song to you

But I love you in a place where there's no space and time
I love you for my life, you are a friend of mine
And when my life is over
Remember when we were together
We were alone and I was singing this song for you
We were alone and I was singing this song for you
We were alone and I was singing my song
Singing this song for you