Am 06.07.2018 um 22.53 Uhr verstarb meine unendlich geliebte Frau "Rosi"



  • [Intro]
    (Don't give up)
    (I won't give up)
    (No-)

    [Verse 1]
    Save praise for a better man
    No need for your touching hands
    There's nothing to understand
    I'm one with the lost and damned

    [Refrain]
    It's a long road and you're on your own
    Take care of your broken soul
    'Cause there must be
    There must be

    [Verse 2]
    I've drink all the remedies
    Too young for these memories
    Swing low, bitter melodies
    False hope from the teeth of the enemy

    [Refrain]
    It's a long road and you're on your own
    Take care of my broken soul

    [Chorus]
    'Cause there must be
    There must be angels, guiding the way
    There must be angels, saving our grace
    There must be heaven for people who stray
    There must be heaven in this hell that I'm living
    'Cause heaven seems to be so forgiving

    [Post-Chorus]
    So don't give up
    I won't give up
    No, don't give up
    I- 'Cause there must be angels
    There must be angels
    There must be heaven in this hell that I'm living
    'Cause heaven seems to be so forgiving

    [Verse 3]
    Lost hope, keeping dreams afloat
    I stand just a man on the tight rope
    Got faith but I'll never know
    See wings when I look through my telescope

    [Refrain]
    It's a long road and you're on your own
    Take care of my broken soul

    [Chorus]
    'Cause there must be
    There must be angels, guiding the way
    There must be angels, saving our grace
    There must be heaven for people who stray
    There must be heaven in this hell that I'm living
    'Cause heaven seems to be so forgiving

    [Post-Chorus]
    So don't give up
    I won't give up
    No, don't give up
    I- 'Cause there must be angels
    There must be angels
    There must be heaven in this hell that I'm living
    'Cause heaven seems to be so forgiving

    [Outro]
    No, don't give up
    I won't give up
    No, don't give up
    I won't give up
    'Cause there must be angels
    There must be heaven in this hell that I'm living
    'Cause heaven seems to be so forgiving




  • There's two things I know for sure
    She was sent here from heaven
    And she's daddy's little girl
    As I drop to my knees by her bed at night
    She talks to Jesus and I close my eyes
    And I thank God for all of the joy in my life
    Oh but most of all

    For butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
    Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair
    Walk beside the pony daddy it's my first ride
    I know the cake looks funny daddy but I sure tried

    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I must have done something right
    To deserve a hug every mornin'
    And butterfly kisses at night

    Sweet 16 today
    She's lookin' like her mama a little more every day
    One part woman the other part girl
    To perfume and make up from ribbons and curls
    Trying her wings out in a great big world
    But I remember

    Butterfly kisses after bedtime prayer
    Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair
    You know how much I love you daddy
    But if you don't mind
    I'm only gonna kiss you on the check this time

    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I must have done something right
    To deserve her love every mornin'
    And butterfly kisses at night

    All the precious time
    Like the wind the years go by
    Precious butterfly
    Spread your wings and fly

    She'll change her name today
    She'll make a promise and I'll give her away
    Standing in the bride room just staring at her
    She asked me what I'm thinkin'
    And I said I'm not sure
    I just feel like I'm loosin' my baby girl
    And she leaned over

    Gave me butterfly kisses with her mama there
    Stickin' little white flowers all up in her hair
    Walk me down the isle daddy
    It's just about time
    Does my wedding gown look pretty daddy?
    Daddy's don't cry

    Oh with all that I've done wrong
    I must have done something right
    To deserve her love every mornin'
    And butterfly kisses

    I couldn't ask God for more than this is what love is
    I know I've got to let her go but I'll always remember
    Every hug in the mornin' and butterfly kisses




  • I wasn't built for this
    My head can't make any damn sense of this so it sings
    Can't remember the smell and I
    Can't recall the taste but I try everyday
    If I wasn't so afraid
    I'd shine a light up to space
    Then my soul could be
    Strong enough to see your face
    One more day
    One more day
    I found notes that you hid
    Sharing secrets and fears that were meant to stay hid
    Moving stuff out your room
    Leaves me emptier than the room where you stayed
    If I wasn't so afraid
    I'd shine a light up to space
    Then my soul could be
    Strong enough to see your face
    Give me one more day
    One more day
    And if I wasn't so afraid
    I'd shine a light up to space
    Then my soul could be
    Strong enough to see your face
    One more day




    Ich wurde nicht dafür gebaut

    Mein Kopf kann das verdammt noch mal nicht verstehen, also singt er

    Ich kann mich nicht an den Geruch und mich erinnern

    Ich kann mich nicht an den Geschmack erinnern, aber ich versuche es jeden Tag

    Wenn ich keine Angst hätte

    Ich würde ein Licht in den Weltraum bringen

    Dann könnte meine Seele sein

    Stark genug, um dein Gesicht zu sehen

    Einen weiteren Tag

    Einen weiteren Tag

    Ich habe Notizen gefunden, die du versteckt hast

    Geheimnisse und Ängste teilen, die verborgen bleiben sollten

    Bewegen Sie Sachen aus Ihrem Zimmer

    Lässt mich leerer als das Zimmer, in dem du gewohnt hast

    Wenn ich keine Angst hätte

    Ich würde ein Licht in den Weltraum bringen

    Dann könnte meine Seele sein

    Stark genug, um dein Gesicht zu sehen

    Gib mir noch einen Tag

    Einen weiteren Tag

    Und wenn ich keine Angst hätte

    Ich würde ein Licht in den Weltraum bringen

    Dann könnte meine Seele sein

    Stark genug, um dein Gesicht zu sehen

    Einen weiteren Tag

  • After the Storm

    And after the storm,

    I run and run as the rains come

    And I look up, I look up,

    on my knees and out of luck,

    I look up.


    Night has always pushed up day

    You must know life to see decay

    But I won't rot, I won't rot

    Not this mind and not this heart,

    I won't rot.


    And I took you by the hand

    And we stood tall,

    And remembered our own land,

    What we lived for.


    And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.

    And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.

    Get over your hill and see what you find there,

    With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.


    And now I cling to what I knew

    I saw exactly what was true

    But oh no more.

    That's why I hold,

    That's why I hold with all I have.

    That's why I hold.


    I will die alone and be left there.

    Well I guess I'll just go home,

    Oh God knows where.

    Because death is just so full and man so small.

    Well I'm scared of what's behind and what's before.


    And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.

    And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.

    Get over your hill and see what you find there,

    With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.


    And there will come a time, you'll see, with no more tears.

    And love will not break your heart, but dismiss your fears.

    Get over your hill and see what you find there,

    With grace in your heart and flowers in your hair.



    Nach dem Sturm

    Und nach dem Sturm

    Ich renne und renne, während der Regen kommt

    Und ich schaue auf, ich schaue auf,

    auf meinen Knien und aus Glück,

    Ich sehe hoch.


    Die Nacht hat den Tag immer in die Höhe getrieben

    Sie müssen das Leben kennen, um Verfall zu sehen

    Aber ich werde nicht verrotten, ich werde nicht verrotten

    Nicht dieser Verstand und nicht dieses Herz,

    Ich werde nicht verrotten.


    Und ich habe dich bei der Hand genommen

    Und wir standen groß,

    Und erinnerte sich an unser eigenes Land,

    Wofür wir gelebt haben.


    Und es wird eine Zeit kommen, in der es keine Tränen mehr gibt.

    Und Liebe wird dein Herz nicht brechen, sondern deine Ängste abweisen.

    Überwinde deinen Hügel und schau, was du dort findest.

    Mit Anmut im Herzen und Blumen im Haar.


    Und jetzt klammere ich mich an das, was ich wusste

    Ich habe genau gesehen, was wahr ist

    Aber oh nicht mehr.

    Deshalb halte ich,

    Deshalb halte ich mit allem, was ich habe.

    Deshalb halte ich.


    Ich werde alleine sterben und dort gelassen werden.

    Nun, ich denke ich gehe einfach nach Hause,

    Oh Gott weiß wo.

    Weil der Tod so voll und der Mensch so klein ist.

    Nun, ich habe Angst davor, was dahinter steckt und was vorher ist.


    Und es wird eine Zeit kommen, in der es keine Tränen mehr gibt.

    Und Liebe wird dein Herz nicht brechen, sondern deine Ängste abweisen.

    Überwinde deinen Hügel und schau, was du dort findest.

    Mit Anmut im Herzen und Blumen im Haar.


    Und es wird eine Zeit kommen, in der es keine Tränen mehr gibt.

    Und Liebe wird dein Herz nicht brechen, sondern deine Ängste abweisen.

    Überwinde deinen Hügel und schau, was du dort findest.

    Mit Anmut im Herzen und Blumen im Haar.

  • Look at the desperate man

    Clutching with broken hands

    Wondering how it ends

    Stumbling back and forth

    Looking to start a war

    I'm lucky he was a friend
    Wait, take me apart and I'll flow like water

    Slowly fade, I'm disappearing again
    He would've risked it all

    He wanted to heed the call

    This was the last attempt

    But as he turned to go

    Broken voice cuts through the cord

    This ain't how it ends
    Wait, take me apart and I'll flow like water

    Slowly fade, I'm disappearing again

    Time and space, there's never enough and I don't mind waiting

    For the day, everyone here will go mad
    too late

    (Take me apart) to cut me down

    (And I'll flow like water) tear me to pieces

    (Slowly fade) too late

    (I'm disappearing again) to cut me down

    Tear me to pieces
    too late

    (There's never enough) to cut me down

    (And I don't mind waiting) tear me to pieces

    (For the day) too late

    (Everyone here) to cut me down

    (Will go mad)
    I was the foolish man

    Living to fight again

    But dying to find the end



  • To You Alone

    Cried out, to you alone

    Whats in you? Throw me a bone.

    Oh life, what did you know?

    How do we ever decide?


    Careful love, blow it away

    Let's go there, what do you say?

    Oh life, why do you wait?

    How do we get to the sky?


    Called out, to you alone.

    What made you? Maybe you know.

    Oh life, let it all go.

    How do we get to the sky?


  • Oh Meine Liebe

    Oh meine Liebe, zum ersten Mal in meinem (jetzigen, aufgezwungenen) Leben

    Sind meine Augen weit geöffnet

    Oh meine Geliebte, zum ersten Mal in meinem (jetzigen, aufgezwungenen) Leben

    Können meine Augen sehen


    Ich sehe den Wind, oh, ich sehe die Bäume

    Alles ist klar in meinem Herz

    Ich sehe die Wolken, oh, ich sehe den Himmel

    Alles ist klar in unserer Welt


    Oh meine Liebe, zum ersten Mal in meinem (jetzigen, aufgezwungenen) Leben

    Ist mein Geist offnen

    Oh meine Geliebte, zum ersten Mal in meinem (jetzigen, aufgezwungenen) Leben

    Kann mein Geist fühlen


    Ich fühle das Leid, oh ich fühle die Träume

    Alles ist klar in meinem Herz

    Ich fühle das Leben, oh ich fühle die Liebe

    Alles ist klar in unserer Welt



    Oh My Love

    Oh my love for the first time in my life

    my eyes are wide open

    Oh my lover for the first time in my life

    my eyes can see


    I see the wind, oh I see the trees

    Everything is clear in my heart

    I see the clouds, oh I see the sky

    Everything is clear in our world


    Oh my love for the first time in my life

    my mind is wide open

    Oh my love for the first time in my life

    my mind can feel


    I feel sorrow, oh I feel dreams

    Everything is clear in my heart

    I feel life, oh I feel love

    Everything is clear in our world


  • I've waited a hundred years

    But I'd wait a million more for you

    Nothing prepared me for

    What the privilege of being yours would do
    If I had only felt the warmth within your touch

    If I had only seen how you smile when you blush

    Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough

    Well I would have known

    What I was living for all along

    What I've been living for
    Your love is my turning page

    Where only the sweetest words remain

    Every kiss is a cursive line

    Every touch is a redefining phrase
    I surrender who I've been for who you are

    For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart

    If I had only felt how it feels to be yours

    Well I would have known

    What I've been living for all along

    What I've been living for
    Though we're tethered to the story we must tell

    When I saw you, well I knew we'd tell it well

    With a whisper we will tame the vicious seas

    Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees